Okay, not every one has the perfect happy family, or the best mother in the whole wide world! Least of all me....As most of you know I'm engaged! I have a very sweet, kind-loving, fiance, who loves me very much! And an un-spared few of you know my crazy mom! A few if you also know that I did some time back in October (don't ask why if you don't know) Well since then, life for me has been very stressing and hard at home. (some days I feel I was better treated @ D.T then I am @ home) Well Sunday night my mom really put me over my edge. as some of you saddly saw yesterday @ school. (I was just one big crying mess) Any way, she got up set because My younger sister felt that my prefrance date and I were mean to her @ the dance. So for punishment my Mother is now going to try and FORCE me to Date OTHER guys! Well that did it for me! I declare war! I could never, in my life, do somthing that would even come close, to hinting me being un-faithful to the Man I love! No way do I plan on going through with it! But as far as my pittyful mother and I go....Well I would rather NOT go there! I'm sticking it out untill October 5, then I'll be 18 and she will have no power over me. So now let me ask, How many of you can not wait to get out, away from home? when I do get Out I plan on leaving the following poem and thats it!>>>DEAR MOTHER
We could be best friends, but you shut your door, and you said "No!"
As you think of yourself, do you think of me?
You seek controle, followed by trust, I fear your anger, my lies, they thrust!
In me your blood may flow, and are we friends? I'm sorry but no!
Were you not ready to raise a teen?
How is it you say, I became so mean?
Why so many flaws in me?
Whats wrong?
Why is it HATE, that I feel so strong?
The tears now fall, and for what? For pain?
Am I so bad, that you've gone insaine?
Did you loose me?
Or did I loose you?
Would we be better friends, if we were apart?
Tell me, what is it you feel, deep down in YOUR heart?
YES! I once called you my friend, my mommy, my mom.
But now i nrespect I'll just call you mother.
I'm sorry, I'm leaving, dear mother don't cry.
I do still love you.don't drop a tear from that eye.
My new life is waiting, dear mother,
good bye!
